Mother Tongue


by Jana Astanov

Was she the goddess of hell,
some geomancy
invoked by boulders to birth
her fertile soils’ rotational epochs
black gold

then
raised from the prehistoric ashes?

she the holy
she the time
she the underworld
us the underground

breaking the patchwork of re-engineered land
oil tanks industrial ports 4th generation windmills

Holy Gertrude

the ascended mother

of the great escape.

With one small incision in the iris
the air becomes thick like steel
futuristic and quantum.

Let’s toss handfuls of rocks, seeds, paints
have a beer, sing songs, fuck poetic ravens
and proust and down a glass of rose
fueled by beltane’s sun rays
inhaling exhaling
by the dwarfs cafe and the acoustic stage
circling the village mudra

praying in all directions

turning the infinity wheel

and opening invisible passages
to the dimension
of bells

under my skirt
of pre-christian
anarchist
acid

is she

Gertrude KaliMa

Ruigoord, May 2021

About the author

Jana Astanov is an interdisciplinary artist, a poet and an independent curator living in the Shawangunk Mountains. She is the author of five collections of poetry: Antidivine, Grimoire, Sublunar, The Pillow Book of Burg, and Birds of Equinox. Follow her on IG @Jana_Astanov & Twitter @JanaAstanov