controlled environment

I began enjoying my time by taking out the pressure of producing artwork, that pressure of being an artist in fast pace New York and started experiencing the benefits of slowing down. I started a list of body movement protocols, even a list of my favorite words, phrases and idioms, and anything else I somehow felt the urge to (re-)structure.

creative practice + sanity + dignity

i am learning to surrender to rest a bit better too, which provides space for my vivid visions and nighttime dreams to bring me scenes + information about my ancestors, present relationships, and more. i work to address my history of codependence. i learn more deeply about practicing boundaries. i feel that the rest of 2020 is being laid out for millions of people to learn the beauty of a slowed down life even as scary things unfold around us.

NEW MOON IN TAURUS. April 22-23rd. Restoring Earth’s equilibrium.

During this New Moon keep your frequency high, immerse yourself in nature, whether physically or through a meditative journey. Remind yourself that this is the time of new beginnings. Feel connected to our planet, with her beauty, strength, and potential for regeneration. She is our Mother Goddess, our spaceship that carries us through the infinite Universe.

Costumegasm Coping Crafting

I wanted to transform my sadness and madness into joy and playfulness. Letting myself explore this was very therapeutic for me and the feelings of deep uncertainty have felt very uprooting so getting back into my body and working with my hands has given me some grounding.